Healthy returned to me
When I had given in
All but once
When will I forgive
This sin inside my head
Where will I fit in
When thinness sake
When I have take’d
Enough of this
I drank the piss
Swallowed pills
of torture
Deceit
Where’d it all fit in
When I was thin
But once before
I have ignored
This truth within
My soul
What I have sold
Is paper thin
Meager resistance
To broke refrain
When I have thinned
Where do I begin
What’s in
Inside this soul
When I am old
What have I sold?
Bought borrowed or begged
When I am old
Will I be sold
bought borrowed or begged
Will I have legged
My way on in?
Will I begin
To see today
As the prize
For watered eyes
Eyes I have borrowed, begged
Contacts in
My soul to beg
Forgiveness sake
What I forsake’d
Just to partake
tim.
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